Trust

Why is oneself so very hard to trust?
It's easy to think you've let yourself down
Today I feared I'd left things in a rush
I was certain they would never be found

Surely I'd left by blowdryer at home
I could not have remembered my towel
I thought I'd forgotten to bring a comb
Surely this shower would leave my look foul

I was surprised when I opened my bag
That all of these things were sitting inside
Not missing a thing, not even a rag
for my paranoid brain to me had lied

I must trust myself to do what I should
also trust that my results will be good