Barely Awake

I'm an old lady... it's time to admit
it's not yet nine and I'm barely awake
I'll wake up at 5 and not throw a fit
but staying up is more than I can take

I blink and fight to reopen my eyes
maybe I'll just watch TV in my bed
well... maybe that wouldn't be quite so wise
just give me a moment to rest my head

Soon each blink lasts a little bit longer
Will my eyes ever open up again?
The bond between lids feels ever stronger
as my wakefulness continues to wane

I'm wondering... will I make it to 9?
Well even if I don't it will be fine...